Today..

So today I got off track with my eating which is both frustrating and scary at the same time. I'm not sure what exactly lead me to it, but I do know that this was bound to happen at some point. As much as I hate it, I'm trying to look at it as a positive experience...I know I know...that's so annoying to hear, and to do..but it's the truth. At least now I know that I can get back on track when things are rough. But dammit this won't become a pattern if I have anything to say about it!
I used to love the feeling of starving, the emptiness, now I find it completely repulsive along with the horrible memories that go along with it.
So anyways in saying all of this what I hope you...probably the one person who actually reads this shit....will take away from this is that even if your strugalling, try not to look at it as such a negative..you can pull yourself back on track and learn from the experience.